Author: ljaworski

  • Farming Really!?

    I think about this scene from Rogue One from time to time, I can’t remember much about the rest of the movie but this one scene speaks out to me. This scene has been immortalized in meme format and spread across the internet far and wide because I think this sentiment cuts deep into our modern psyche. There is something about farming and the self-sustaining nature of it that speaks to us at a fundamental level. Though historically speaking we have only been farming for a very short period of time, the activity has radically altered our behavior and how we interact with the world and each other. The implications of those alterations are another discussion entirely, what I want to explore in this blog post (briefly) is what farming really means culturally from my viewpoint. There are many caveats to this exploration. I will be looking from the viewpoint of agrarian societies. These are the societies that have eventually conquered the planet and invented most of the technology we have today due to the division of labor and food storage. Other methods of living, such as hunting and gathering and horticulturalist societies, will not be covered though they represent, by time, a much greater swath of human living and development.

    One of the big draws of the lone farmer/homesteader myth is the simple life imagery it invokes of our past. Until recently most people were involved in agriculture. With the largest shift away from this trend starting in the industrial era and truly accelerating with the invention of the internal combustion engine and the Born-Haber cycle which allowed the true industrification of agriculture. The appeal of returning to this ‘simpler time’ that we have of this mythical past before industrialization seems to pull at something deep inside us. Most modern people do not realize how technical farming has always been and the sheer amount of work and knowledge that is needed to get a field of plants from seed to crop without it being eaten, destroyed, or just dying. Still this myth has appeal to our complicated lives where there seems to millions of subjects pulling at our attentions at all times.

    Another way in which farming appeals to us is in its apparent self-sufficiency. The myth that once you get a farm going you can rely on yourself and no one else. This of course ignores the fact that most of the tools used are made through industrial processes. Even if you can make all of the tools yourself, most homesteads failed with lethal consequences. Entire civilizations fell to famines and other natural disasters that a lone farmer would not be even remotely able to contend with.

    Still the appeal persists, even for me, despite the hardships and risks. I think some of the appeal is the self-determination aspect, where you succeed or fail based on your own efforts and not of those we perceive as unreliable (and ignoring nature). You don’t feel like a cog in some unknowable alien machine, but you are the whole machine yourself. There are no emails to answer, no meetings to attend, no space lasers to build. All of your efforts all focused on keeping yourself alive for another season without all of the modern complexities and bullshit.

    So when it comes to farming, we really have a soft spot for it. Despite having talents that lie in so many fields the myth of the solo farmer still pulls us.

    Originally published 14-Mar-2021

    Republished 30-Oct-2025 after finally getting around to restoring this website after a server nuking

  • Making this website

    I am finally moving to actually filling out the content of this website following the instructions found on this YouTube video, by Tyler Moore, which is allowing me to quickly get something up. I’ll round out my knowledge as time goes on so hopefully this site will improve over time. My goal for this site wasn’t all that clear when I first started building it. Originally this domain and server were primarily focused on getting my own GitLab instance where I can store my own projects and a have full control over the administration. One big perk that I was really set on was to have private repos and the ability configure the hosting as I pleased. It was also about showcasing some of my own open source projects, with the added swag factor of having it being hosted on my own server. The projects are being mirrored on GitHub for visibility’s sake. After spinning up the GitLab instance I found a few perks that I wasn’t even aware of, the built in wiki pages and the Continuous Integration and Continuous Deployment tools were the two that stood out most. I have a few projects that require a little more explanation and coaching to use so the wikis are a great way to store that information. I have also made a few libraries in order to interface with certain sensors and process scientific equipment data which I would like to publish on PyPi, to share my hard work with others and hopefully make their workload easier.

    While getting that in order I got it in my head to make a WordPress site as well to learn about the most common platform used to make webpages, but at the time I wasn’t of thinking of making it anything more than a glorified About Me and resume page. As I was setting up this server and site I expanded my original vision to using it as a method to flesh out my projects and the motivations behind them. I would be able to add a more narrative based approach to my work and hopefully the write-ups would also allow me to analyze my projects in a different way to gather insights. It may also be used to drum up some excitement about my projects, if anyone stumbles across this site that is. Also since finishing my PhD I have not been writing anything and I would like to practice this skill, though blogs and project write-ups don’t have the same tone and style of academic writing. Hopefully this practice will make me enjoy writing more as it was the activity I disliked most during my studies and my weakest skill. The incredible patience and skill of my advisor was the only thing that made any of my manuscripts readable and coherent. As a side note if anyone wants to give me some constructive criticism about my writing I welcome it in the comments (in the rare chance anyone does show up).

    Through the information I am consuming for the creation of this site I am learning about various technologies that are used in some of our internet infrastructure. It’s been a blast learning how to properly configure a SSH server and secure it against basic bot hacking attempts (I am that kind of nerd and I know I’m no pro so probably anything a little more directed than basic bot scraping will probably break my setup), configuring Nginx to host both a GitLab instance on a subdomain while having a WordPress site on the main page (which took me way too long to figure out that I only needed four lines in a config file), learning about Ansible and what it can do to automate setup so that if something were to ever nuke my server or workstation I would be able to restore them to working order, and of course learning how to mangle together a WordPress site. After I finish the page setup I will work on getting back into electronics projects involving sensors and microcontrollers and maybe even homebrewing an IoT setup.

    Originally published 21-Feb-2021

    Republished 30-Oct-2025 after I nuked my server trying to update Ubuntu